I'm bored and sick of seeing my other entry, so here's a new one.

I've got to remember to update this.
I was in high school 4th period when I wrote the last one.
I'm in my college computer class right now.

College teachers love to talk. A lot. About stuff I learned in high school, what was the point of high school? It may just mine.

I'm very bored and sad

Do you wonder why I'm this way?
Look at me and you'd know
It's not very hard to figure out.

You want to know why I'm so sad?
Look around
It's not that hard to understand
But you wouldn't know would you?
You different from me
All of you.

Never understanding
Can't seem to care.
Not you
Me
If I kept caring
what would it do?
It would only be worse.

You can't understand because you're not me
I can't talk
I can't move
It's really not that hard
You want to know why I say what I say
Why my believes are this way?

You could never understand
Because you have what I don't have.

You have a place to fall.
You can say you don't but I know
To be honest
Sometimes I don't understand
bUt what can I do?
This is my life
This is me
You are you.

You have something I don't
But I can't tell you
I'd like to
But I think you have to figure it out
I don't know who will see
But I can't take the risk
I can't help with this.

The sad this is
I don't know anyone
who would care enough to find out
To see what's right in front of them


Because the can't see
What's right in fornt of them
Because this is how life is
This is the norm
How could they see something wrong
When since the beginning it has been there.

You have what I don't
Aren't you lucky?
You have what I need to know
And you don't even know what it is.
Because it's the norm
For me not to have it
And for no one to see

I have to stop caring
It's tearing me apart
I have to accept this
This is the norm

Let this go for nothing can be done
You will never see
I will never tell
What is done is done

I swear I craved for attention most of my life.
It is so sad.......


And no one cares...

I almost didn't want to change the neglected mood, but I'm not feeling neglected right now, so I changed it.

I have some deviations uploaded finally, they're not that great but I'd love feedback on what people think of them.


I should eat something






And finish my english paper.
















Oh well.